Sonntag, 30. November 2008
Samstag, 29. November 2008
Donnerstag, 27. November 2008
Family
Christmas is coming up. I don't have the slightest idea how I will survive the holidays. Maybe a huge bottle of wodka and a bad movie. ... ... ...
Mittwoch, 26. November 2008
Dienstag, 25. November 2008
Montag, 24. November 2008
FREE
My boyfriend had the whole weekend off. I love him but too long alone with him (3 days, 24/7) is exhausting. We didn't do much. Most of the weekend was filled with snuggling, but I'm not a person who can do that all day. Usually he isn't either. I don't know why, but this weekend was different. So I was glad when he went to work today and he has the late shift. So we could sleep till noon and I can do what I want all afternoon and I get the control over the remote today :D just a joke.
I need to do the laundry today :(
Music Tip of the Day
I need to do the laundry today :(
Music Tip of the Day
Gaudete
Sonntag, 23. November 2008
Samstag, 22. November 2008
Daddy
I still have sore muscles, but that just by the way.
I told my Dad that I have a blog, so Daddy if you read this: love you :)
My boyfreinds best mate just called. We will go shopping in a bit with him and his girlfriend. I don't really wanna go, cause I don't like that guy, but I will go.
Tonight my sweetheart wants to produce a video of me. we are still argueing on which YouTube Account we'll upload it. I won't tell what it's about, but I'll tell you when it's uploaded. ;)
So. Now I have to go. My boyfriend is dancing around me and wants to go.
I told my Dad that I have a blog, so Daddy if you read this: love you :)
My boyfreinds best mate just called. We will go shopping in a bit with him and his girlfriend. I don't really wanna go, cause I don't like that guy, but I will go.
Tonight my sweetheart wants to produce a video of me. we are still argueing on which YouTube Account we'll upload it. I won't tell what it's about, but I'll tell you when it's uploaded. ;)
So. Now I have to go. My boyfriend is dancing around me and wants to go.
Freitag, 21. November 2008
sore muscles
my arms hurt *whine*
Music Tip of the day:
She has a great voice. Check out her channel.
Music Tip of the day:
Better Off by Miaarose
She has a great voice. Check out her channel.
Donnerstag, 20. November 2008
Mittwoch, 19. November 2008
Today is awesome ...
because everything is good today. More or less.
Today I had an appointment at the job center. That was ok. I got work for tomorrow and can earn 45 euro. I got a job for 3 days in December. I got a job interview for Friday. 1 application is already at the place it belongs and 2 more will go out today. Yeah!
My friend Nic is happy, cause he got himself a boyfriend. I'm so glad for him, he's so happy, I love when it turns out so great.
I wanted to meet some friends tonight, like I do every second Wednesday, but I don't have money so I won't tonight.
Instead I will have all the control over the remote tonight, cause my boyfriend works night shift today. :D
Today I had an appointment at the job center. That was ok. I got work for tomorrow and can earn 45 euro. I got a job for 3 days in December. I got a job interview for Friday. 1 application is already at the place it belongs and 2 more will go out today. Yeah!
My friend Nic is happy, cause he got himself a boyfriend. I'm so glad for him, he's so happy, I love when it turns out so great.
I wanted to meet some friends tonight, like I do every second Wednesday, but I don't have money so I won't tonight.
Instead I will have all the control over the remote tonight, cause my boyfriend works night shift today. :D
Dienstag, 18. November 2008
Tuesday? Already?
Time flys by right now.
Today a friend will visit. We know each other since I was a baby. She is the daughter of my past all-day babysitter. She used to be my best friend. When I was 10 I ended the friendship because I had the feeling everything I got from her was lies. So we hadn't had any contact for another 10 years. Some months ago I got a letter from her saying she wanted contact again and that she is now married and has a child. A little daugther. So we have contact again and we visit each other every now and then. It's so strange! We share so many memories but still ... she is a stranger to me nowadays. We grew up as sisters but we don't have much in common anymore. Too many disapointments ...
Music Tip of the day:
i just love Abba and I love the movie Mamma Mia
Today a friend will visit. We know each other since I was a baby. She is the daughter of my past all-day babysitter. She used to be my best friend. When I was 10 I ended the friendship because I had the feeling everything I got from her was lies. So we hadn't had any contact for another 10 years. Some months ago I got a letter from her saying she wanted contact again and that she is now married and has a child. A little daugther. So we have contact again and we visit each other every now and then. It's so strange! We share so many memories but still ... she is a stranger to me nowadays. We grew up as sisters but we don't have much in common anymore. Too many disapointments ...
Music Tip of the day:
i just love Abba and I love the movie Mamma Mia
The Winner Takes It All - Full Track - Mamma Mia The Movie
Sonntag, 16. November 2008
Thank God, it's Sunday!
This is a veeeeeery lazy Sunday. ;)
I don't really have a plan for today. Maybe the movies or something. Or staying in bed all day long. That would be nice too ...
Maybe I could work on my Italian. I didn't do much for that for a while now.
I got a message today from Libera, a great choir I really love. A new DVD and a new CD will be published "in many countries", ... but not in Germany. :(
I uploaded a new video, btw: The politics of Chess
Music Tip of the day:
I don't really have a plan for today. Maybe the movies or something. Or staying in bed all day long. That would be nice too ...
Maybe I could work on my Italian. I didn't do much for that for a while now.
I got a message today from Libera, a great choir I really love. A new DVD and a new CD will be published "in many countries", ... but not in Germany. :(
I uploaded a new video, btw: The politics of Chess
Music Tip of the day:
Greenday - Jesus Of Suburbia
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Samstag, 15. November 2008
This page used to be blank by Gregor Stronach
This page used to be blank. It’s not hard to believe – all pages are blank at some stage of their existence. Some pages are doomed to stay blank forever, but it’s not my place to judge them for their decisions. If they wish to remain blank, who am I to impose writing upon them?
But this page isn’t blank. Not anymore. This page is slowly being filled with words, like the ears of a lover are oft poured full of whispered niceties, insistent urgings and warm feelings… as the words appear, they are gifts, like the touch of a lover’s fingers on bare skin on a warm summers night, as a breeze flows through the open window and the room is filled with the scent of fresh limes and sound of soft murmurs… The communication of the writer and the page - two lovers, whispering in the dark.
The words, of course, are dowries, promises of commitment – replete with wrapping and bows, they remain. What’s said cannot be unsaid. What’s written must remain written. Not even god could come up with ‘ctrl-z’ – nor should a writer ever dream or dare to delete. The words should just come from whence they are bidden… flow from the mind to the fingers, to arrive and dress the page for polite company, resplendent in Sunday’s finest.
I’ll take a sip of my beer – the last of the fresh lime is gone, bobbing quietly within the bottle, as the dawn of summer’s insatiable heat arrives through my open windows. This page used to be blank, you know… but it’s becoming less and less so.
It’s a task, you see – a calling. A talent is a gift from the universe – it must be used. We should never become slaves to our abilities, but nor should we ever turn our backs upon them. Like drugs, danger and angry drunks, our ever-present aptitudes should be embraced and faced head on.
My task is simple. To change the world I live in, one word at a time. And that’s why this page used to blank, but now it’s not. I choose to write. I choose to place my hands upon the keyboard and massage my message upon the page, kneading phraseology and tempting my vocabulary – plumb it’s depths to see what fantastic creatures emerge from its inky depths.
The words should lilt – the prose become poetry, the pentameter spastic rather than iambic, but the message remains the same. Like an earnest stage actor in costume, the paper now wears the idea – grateful for the chance to be a part of the change that lies within the turbulent air. One word at a time… and the happiness of creation becomes infectious. Viral – each sentence a contagion of joy.
To create such works fills me with a tangible, visceral sense of excitement – a falling joy. Vertiginous, my mind full of the butterflies that normally reside in my stomach. To write without thinking – to walk a tightrope with no net. To put words upon the page.
These words are mine to share with you – and yours to share with me. This moment, you may not remember in two days, but I will. I’ve given you the best gift that I can. I’ve crafted something from nothing – the laws that govern our universe say that this is impossible, but I beg to differ.
Gaze upon an empty page. Compare its stark, universal whiteness. Run your fingers across its skin, and let your fingertips revel not in its emptiness, but its potential.
Go. Now. Find a page and make it yours. Write, scribble, draw, paint, fold – create. Share with me the pleasure I get from this simple exercise. And when you’re done, hold your creation in your hands, and imagine the people with whom you can share it. Imagine their joy at receiving your gift of creation. Envisage the smiles, the caresses, the kisses… and think to yourself…
This page used to be blank.
But this page isn’t blank. Not anymore. This page is slowly being filled with words, like the ears of a lover are oft poured full of whispered niceties, insistent urgings and warm feelings… as the words appear, they are gifts, like the touch of a lover’s fingers on bare skin on a warm summers night, as a breeze flows through the open window and the room is filled with the scent of fresh limes and sound of soft murmurs… The communication of the writer and the page - two lovers, whispering in the dark.
The words, of course, are dowries, promises of commitment – replete with wrapping and bows, they remain. What’s said cannot be unsaid. What’s written must remain written. Not even god could come up with ‘ctrl-z’ – nor should a writer ever dream or dare to delete. The words should just come from whence they are bidden… flow from the mind to the fingers, to arrive and dress the page for polite company, resplendent in Sunday’s finest.
I’ll take a sip of my beer – the last of the fresh lime is gone, bobbing quietly within the bottle, as the dawn of summer’s insatiable heat arrives through my open windows. This page used to be blank, you know… but it’s becoming less and less so.
It’s a task, you see – a calling. A talent is a gift from the universe – it must be used. We should never become slaves to our abilities, but nor should we ever turn our backs upon them. Like drugs, danger and angry drunks, our ever-present aptitudes should be embraced and faced head on.
My task is simple. To change the world I live in, one word at a time. And that’s why this page used to blank, but now it’s not. I choose to write. I choose to place my hands upon the keyboard and massage my message upon the page, kneading phraseology and tempting my vocabulary – plumb it’s depths to see what fantastic creatures emerge from its inky depths.
The words should lilt – the prose become poetry, the pentameter spastic rather than iambic, but the message remains the same. Like an earnest stage actor in costume, the paper now wears the idea – grateful for the chance to be a part of the change that lies within the turbulent air. One word at a time… and the happiness of creation becomes infectious. Viral – each sentence a contagion of joy.
To create such works fills me with a tangible, visceral sense of excitement – a falling joy. Vertiginous, my mind full of the butterflies that normally reside in my stomach. To write without thinking – to walk a tightrope with no net. To put words upon the page.
These words are mine to share with you – and yours to share with me. This moment, you may not remember in two days, but I will. I’ve given you the best gift that I can. I’ve crafted something from nothing – the laws that govern our universe say that this is impossible, but I beg to differ.
Gaze upon an empty page. Compare its stark, universal whiteness. Run your fingers across its skin, and let your fingertips revel not in its emptiness, but its potential.
Go. Now. Find a page and make it yours. Write, scribble, draw, paint, fold – create. Share with me the pleasure I get from this simple exercise. And when you’re done, hold your creation in your hands, and imagine the people with whom you can share it. Imagine their joy at receiving your gift of creation. Envisage the smiles, the caresses, the kisses… and think to yourself…
This page used to be blank.
Freitag, 14. November 2008
Donnerstag, 13. November 2008
Stubborness
Stubborness is stupid. My boyfriend and I are both so stubborn. Somehow I also tend to have stubborn friends. It's so stupid. Stubborn people argue and fight often with people they love just because they want to be right. (Of course, when I fight with my boyfriend I AM right!) ;)
Mittwoch, 12. November 2008
Rum and Monkey
I was bored, so I checked out rumandmonkey.com
I used some of the Name Generators there. This is what came out of it:
The Original Japanese Name Generator: Sakura Asahara
Harry Potter Name Generator: Susan
The Very British Name Generartor: Margaret Salisbury
Anime Name Generator: Takashi Ayame
The Native American Name Generator: Sacajawea
Maybe I should rename myself :D
And I uploaded a new video!
I used some of the Name Generators there. This is what came out of it:
The Original Japanese Name Generator: Sakura Asahara
Harry Potter Name Generator: Susan
The Very British Name Generartor: Margaret Salisbury
Anime Name Generator: Takashi Ayame
The Native American Name Generator: Sacajawea
Maybe I should rename myself :D
And I uploaded a new video!
Dienstag, 11. November 2008
Montag, 10. November 2008
In The Fog
It's strange to wander in the fog!
A lonely bush, a lonely stone,
No tree can see the other one,
And one is all alone.
The world was full of friends back then,
As life was light to me;
But now the fog has come,
And no one can I see.
Truly, no one is wise,
Who does not know the dark
Which inevitably and silently
Does from others him part.
It's strange to wander in the fog!
Life is loneliness
No Man knows the other one,
And one is all alone.
[Hermann Hesse]
Samstag, 8. November 2008
Thoughts
Something is happening. I feel it. I am not a child anymore. I see things so differently. There is something in the air. There a new people who become important for me, for my life. That's good. Other friends are at a point where they don't know where to turn. Other friends are so happy and content just with themselves. Others are sad beyond anything. I feel it. Change. To the better? To the worse?
Freitag, 7. November 2008
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