Giveaway

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R.I.P. Michael aka Truedantalion

Michael left work early on monday because he felt sick. He thought he was maybe coming down with the flu. He uploaded his last video ever on that very day on the channel kelvinwontcry2.

Ever since tuesday his friends couldn't reach him. This was very uncommon for Michael, so on Wednesday two colleagues of his entered his apartment and found him lying dead on the floor. Cause of death is still not known to us. The only information we have is that he died of a natural cause.

It's a big shock for us all. We all loved Michael so much. He was an amazing man with a big heart. Rest in peace, Michael. The world is better, because you were in it.

The funeral will take place next week. The exact date will be made public as soon as we know.
Of course we hope that you can make it and pay your last respects.
Those of you who won't be able to come still can help to give him a proper burial he deserves. Please donate whatever you can spare Everybody who donates 5 Dollars or more gets a rose with his or her name on it and this rose will be given to Michael and will accompany him wherever he's going.
Donate to: Paypal: michael-spendenkonto@gmx.de.

If we should get more than we need we will donate the rest to an organization or project Michael would have approved of.

Veronika decides to die

by Paulo Coelho

I really liked that book.

Veronika, a young woman living in Ljublijana, decides to die. Literally. She wants to kill herself with sleeping pills because she thinks her life is not worth living. She's stuck in her daily routine and does the same every day.
She wakes up in an asylum. They tell her, that she has been ther for a week already and that when she attempted to kill herself she damaged her heart badly and that she will die within the week. Veronika thinks she succeeded after all, while she doesn't like the waiting for death.
But when she starts interacting with the other patients and rediscovers her love for the piano, her will to live slowly starts to return. Is it too late?

I promise ...

... that I will blog more often, that I will update this blog with things I like and that I will post book reviews on YouTube more often. PROMISE!!


I uploaded a new Libera Video: Glory to thee

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQ_cV61qdM8&feature=recentu

Don't forget to be awesome!

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Tired

When I’m tired apparently I get all whiny and childish. Whenever I behave like that, my boyfriend thinks I should go to bed lol.

Sweet Dreams ?

Oh I had a horrible dream last night. In my dream my boyfriend wanted to drop me off at the airport (so I can fly in the US to visit my family), and I was standing right in front of the airport and I realize: I forgot my passport!!! Shit!

So we drive back home asap and I get my passport and then realize: i forgot to pack any pants! So I start to search for jeans and pack them. We drive back to the airport, but my flight is long gone ...

This is NOT a dream I want to come true!

Black Forest

I am back home from vacation in the Black Forest.

It was fun :)

We arrived there Thursday afternoon and stayed till Sunday noon. We did all kinds of stuff : swimming, shopping and a looot of relaxing. I needed some alone time with my boyfriend, it was so great.

New design

and I kind of like it :)

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!

WE JUST WON THE EUROVISION SONG CONTEST!!!!!

I'm so amazed, I can't put it into words ... WOW

Click HERE to watch the winner!!!!!!! LENA!!!!!!!!

Pity ...

I went to the movies today with a friend and watchend the new SatC movie. It wasn't too bad, but I've seen better movies lol.

Afterwards we talked a bit, also about the Eurovision Song Contest which will take place tonight. I was planning to cuddle up on my couch and watch it on TV. She and some more of my friends were invited by somebody I hardly know for a Song Contest Party. After we both headed home, she called me and told me I was suddenly invited too ... It feels so much like a pity invite cause she heard I would be home alone.

Don't know if I should go. could be fun. but i don't want any pity. what for anyway? I'm content with my hot chocolate and my blanket on my couch.

YouTube sucks more every day!

My account SasasFavorites got deleted. Well, I kinda foresaw that, since I was uploading movies and music and such.

I wanted to create a new account to reupload my stuff ... well, when you create an account now, you have to give your cell phone number ... they call or text message you to verify you are a real person ... well, that's it then ...

Gonna start looking for a new video site or a new way to broadcast movies and music to the people ...

It's all about Sex, Baby!

This vid is not suitable for minors, so DON'T watch it when you're a minor lol

Home ...

is where the heart is ...

Where is my heart? Is it with my family? Who is my family? Is it my Dad? Is it my mother? My sisters? My Grandparents? My cousins? My boyfriend?

Why must it be so hard? Why must family live on different continents? Different cities?

Where do I feel at home? I feel home with my boyfriend, my love. But I also feel home when I am back at the family picnic. Back with my family.

My life could be different if my parents hadn't split up. Would it be better? Would it be worse? Would I be a different person? Would I hate my Dad cause he was too strict when I grew up? Would I love my mother? Would I be successful at a job? Would I have dated a lot during Highschool?

Well, I'll never know. I only know how my life has turned out not how it would have.

Maybe I should put aside all those questions. Most of them were with me all my life. But maybe I should just see what I have: a lovin boyfriend who means everything to me, great friends who would go through fire for me, and a family I am not seeing often, but I love them nevertheless.

I am a lucky girl, if I look at it that way. I can't have it all even if I wish. But sometimes I do.

Why can't life be easier? Or at least feelings?

Talent ...

is a wonderful thing. I don't have any :) , but I'm really proud to have relatives who do.

Like my cousin Jackie. Her talent is to touch peoples heart and soul with her words. She now started a blog where she hopefully will put up a lot of those. she started with this "little something":

http://epicsbehindeyelids.blogspot.com/2009/10/needles.html?showComment=1256983110007#c7775674628729089753

Please read it and let her now your thoughts :)

Love,

Sasa

80 sec around the world - travel with us :)

Poem

Theodor Fontane:
John Maynard!
- Translated by Julie and Amy Huberman -

"Who is John Maynard?"

"John Maynard was our helmsman true.
To solid land he carried us through.
He saved our lives, our noble king.
He died for us; his praise we sing.
John Maynard."

*

From Detroit to Buffalo
As mist sprays her bow like flakes of snow
Over Lake Erie the "Swallow" takes flight
And every heart is joyful and light.
In the dusk, the passengers all
Can already make out the dim landfall,
And approaching John Maynard, their hearts free of care,
They ask of their helmsman, "Are we almost there?"
He looks around and toward the shore:
"Still 30 minutes.... a half hour more."

All hearts are happy, all hearts are light --
Then out of the hold comes a cry of fright.
"Fire!" it is, that terrified shout.
From the cabin and hatch black smoke pours out.
Smoke, then fire and flames aglow,
And still 20 minutes to Buffalo.

And the passengers, in a colorful crowd
Stand pressed together on the bow.
Up on the bow there is still air and light
But the smoke at the helm forms a thick, dark night.
"Where are we? Where?" the men must know,
And still 15 minutes to Buffalo. --

The wind grows strong but the smoke cloud stays.
To the helm the captain turns his gaze.
The helmsman is hidden by the raging fires
But through the bullhorn the captain enquires:
"Still there, John Maynard?"
"Yes, sir. I am."
"Onto the beach! Into the surf!"
"Yes, sir. That's my plan."
And the people cry: "Hold on! Hallo!"
And still 10 minutes to Buffalo.--

"Still there, John Maynard?" And the answer is clear,
Though with dying voice: "Yes, sir. I'm still here."
And in the surf, rocks, obstacles afloat,
Into their midst he plunges the boat.
To be saved, it's the only way to go.
Salvation: the shores of Buffalo!

*

The fire is out. The ship's run aground.
All are saved. Only one can't be found.

*

The bells ring out, their notes all fly
From churches and chapels to heaven on high.
The city is still but for funeral bells.
For one service only the sad sound swells:
In the procession ten thousand go by,
Or maybe more -- and not one dry eye.

With layers of flowers the grave they soften.
Under more flowers they bury the coffin.
With golden script in marble stone
The city has its tribute shown:

"Here lies John Maynard! In smoke and fire
He held fast to the wheel; he did not tire.
He saved our lives, our noble king.
He died for us; his praise we sing.
John Maynard!"

by Theodor Fontane

Rabbit

I am a rabbit ...

Personality

Occupying the 4th position in the Chinese Zodiac, the Rabbit symbolizes such character traits as creativity, compassion, and sensitivity. Rabbits are friendly, outgoing and prefer the company of others. They also prefer to avoid conflict. In confrontational situations, Rabbits approach calmly and with consideration for the other party. Rabbits believe strongly in friends and family and lacking such bonds can lead to emotional issues.

Their serene nature keeps Rabbits from becoming visibly upset. Because they’re serene animals, Rabbits are easily taken advantage of. Their sensitive nature makes them shy away from aggressive or competitive situations. They’re overall conservative and not interested in taking risks.

Classy, sophisticated, expressive, well-mannered and stylish, those born under the Sign of the Rabbit enjoy leaning about cultural issues and learning about people from other countries. Rabbits are most comfortable being home, and their homes are always neat and organized. Home is also where Rabbits prefer to entertain. Rabbits are conservative in their decorating tastes.

Rabbits should work at building more self-confidence and self-worth so they can feel more secure. The desire for remaining in safe, comfortable environments keeps Rabbits from taking risks which sometimes causes them to miss out on good opportunities.

Health

Even though Rabbits don’t usually get visibly upset or stressed, they do tend to keep these feelings inside. When they don’t express these feelings, such feeling can cause Rabbits to become ill. Rabbits could benefit from more everyday activity which would reduce their stress levels and better their health.

Relationships

Rabbits are very sexual, but tend to give more of themselves than they should. This can lead to unrealistic expectations and unhealthy situations. Rabbits need partners who won’t take advantage of their giving nature. Such pairings will be strong.

Career

Rabbits are articulate and good communicators which is why friends and acquaintances seek out their advice. It’s also why Rabbits make excellent diplomats and politicians. Other good careers for Rabbits include: writer, publisher, actor, fashion designer, therapist, doctor, administrator, public relations, and teacher.

Fire Rabbits – Years 1927 and 1987

Fire adds spark to the Rabbit’s personality and all that Fire Rabbits do. Fire compels Rabbits to seek new adventures. Prone to tantrums, Fire Rabbits prefer to avoid conflict.

Compatibility

The Rabbit is most compatible with the Pig and Dog and incompatible with the Rooster and Rat.

Libera - Air