New design

and I kind of like it :)

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!

WE JUST WON THE EUROVISION SONG CONTEST!!!!!

I'm so amazed, I can't put it into words ... WOW

Click HERE to watch the winner!!!!!!! LENA!!!!!!!!

Pity ...

I went to the movies today with a friend and watchend the new SatC movie. It wasn't too bad, but I've seen better movies lol.

Afterwards we talked a bit, also about the Eurovision Song Contest which will take place tonight. I was planning to cuddle up on my couch and watch it on TV. She and some more of my friends were invited by somebody I hardly know for a Song Contest Party. After we both headed home, she called me and told me I was suddenly invited too ... It feels so much like a pity invite cause she heard I would be home alone.

Don't know if I should go. could be fun. but i don't want any pity. what for anyway? I'm content with my hot chocolate and my blanket on my couch.

YouTube sucks more every day!

My account SasasFavorites got deleted. Well, I kinda foresaw that, since I was uploading movies and music and such.

I wanted to create a new account to reupload my stuff ... well, when you create an account now, you have to give your cell phone number ... they call or text message you to verify you are a real person ... well, that's it then ...

Gonna start looking for a new video site or a new way to broadcast movies and music to the people ...

It's all about Sex, Baby!

This vid is not suitable for minors, so DON'T watch it when you're a minor lol

Home ...

is where the heart is ...

Where is my heart? Is it with my family? Who is my family? Is it my Dad? Is it my mother? My sisters? My Grandparents? My cousins? My boyfriend?

Why must it be so hard? Why must family live on different continents? Different cities?

Where do I feel at home? I feel home with my boyfriend, my love. But I also feel home when I am back at the family picnic. Back with my family.

My life could be different if my parents hadn't split up. Would it be better? Would it be worse? Would I be a different person? Would I hate my Dad cause he was too strict when I grew up? Would I love my mother? Would I be successful at a job? Would I have dated a lot during Highschool?

Well, I'll never know. I only know how my life has turned out not how it would have.

Maybe I should put aside all those questions. Most of them were with me all my life. But maybe I should just see what I have: a lovin boyfriend who means everything to me, great friends who would go through fire for me, and a family I am not seeing often, but I love them nevertheless.

I am a lucky girl, if I look at it that way. I can't have it all even if I wish. But sometimes I do.

Why can't life be easier? Or at least feelings?

Talent ...

is a wonderful thing. I don't have any :) , but I'm really proud to have relatives who do.

Like my cousin Jackie. Her talent is to touch peoples heart and soul with her words. She now started a blog where she hopefully will put up a lot of those. she started with this "little something":

http://epicsbehindeyelids.blogspot.com/2009/10/needles.html?showComment=1256983110007#c7775674628729089753

Please read it and let her now your thoughts :)

Love,

Sasa